It takes great effort and sometimes sacrifices to find out what the heart truly desires, perhaps even a lifetime, if one is blessed to actually seek it. My journey so far only makes known what my heart doesn’t want, and I’m thankful for that. I feel I am where I need to be and do what I am supposed to do. Sometimes the best thing I can do is nothing.
A week has passed since I made the decision to finally drop a pursuit that seemed so attractive just two years ago. To be honest, my heart has never felt right since the first day; what kept me on that path this long was the idea of not-to-give-up. I wasn’t happy. I was miserable.
Letting go isn’t the easiest thing to do most of the time. But once I gained clarity in my heart, the decision became obvious. The sky is clear to my soul, even on a cloudily rainy day like today. I have never felt such peace before.
Keep searching, the heart doesn’t lie.
